Okay let me preface today’s post. I am not religious, spiritual, yes if sitting on a cushion feeling your breath come in and out of your nose not trying to grasp thought is considered spiritual.
I don’t know if it is true or not but the other day it felt like I was visited by my deceased family members. Having just finished classes on Zoom, I had this overwhelming feeling of gratitude and love followed by the images or rather faces of my brother, father and grandparents all watching over me. They were smiling and felt like in their way rooting for me. Followed by a ponder-able question, “Are people close to us who have moved on watching out for us?“
It sure was a strong feeling and image I experienced. Whether it is true or not, I do know that the feeling in my heart like all the many other experiences from that place are real. For that I am grateful.
I am very blessed to have had the journey thus far in life. If it were to end I would be grateful and thankful for a rich full life of experience.
The only thing is that I would miss is seeing my son growing up helping and supporting him along the way. If I am not around then I guess I would join my family members above looking down, rooting for him and lending a hand.
For now I do what life is asking me to do. Sometimes I feel like I am crazy, but it just could be that I am still not accustomed to the connection.
Enjoy it while you can. And for god’s sake don’t question it!