Japan Diary

A Beautiful Day

By February 5, 2020May 9th, 20202 Comments
A BEAUTIFUL DAY

Bounding out of bed as a soon-to-be 55 year old to greet the day is not quite the same experience as when I was half that age. The difference, pain and stiffness, now not then. I notice it most when I bend over to put on my socks. I work on balance by attempting to put each sock on while standing on one foot. I can say my balance is pretty good overall. I can still do a bike track stand at stoplights. (This not me by the way)

For some reason as I rise every morning, my balance is not quite there and my back screams out to stop. Determined, I override the clear message from this body part to prove to myself that “I Still got it!” Still got what? At what cost is more like it.

When the day comes that I have to sit down to put on my socks, it’s game over. Until that day comes I am determined to I continue to put my socks on one foot at a time while standing. Back be damned!

On the plus side, I have noticed that after a few minutes of moving around mobility begins to improve. When I was younger mobility was never an issue. Hell, it was not even in my vocabulary. The only time I would use the word movement might have been in a research paper in reference to immigration, as in “the immigration in the 1970s saw a large movement from Vietnam to the US after the war.” Something to that affect.

It’s funny how language changes as we age. I never thought of that until I became old(er) and began using words to describe my state of mind and body. Again, never had those kinds of conversations back in the day.

Regardless of it all, I awakened in Tokyo with the sun shining and a forecast of 15 degrees Celsius (above 50 F). Stepping outside greeting the sun on my face, thoughts about age, pain and movement of any kind falls away.

It’s going to be a beautiful day.

2 Comments

  • Marcela says:

    They do say misery loves company, and this would be the perfect example. I am sorry your body doesn’t respond the same way as when you were younger, but I am glad that I am not the only – yes, I thought I was the only one – 52 year old feeling this way. I don’t know about you, but for me things changed when I turned 50. I’ve realized that my body needs as much attention, if not more than when I was younger. Anyway, I enjoy being 52! I hope you do too!

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